me and my idols world

cheer up ying!

2009-05-16T12:38:00.002+08:00

Ying cheer up k?

i will be there for u de.

pearl dun like see u sad sad de.

always rmb to put a smile on your face.=D

enjoyed with u yesterday.

so much fun and laughter we had right?

so dun sad sad le.

i promise that i will cheer u up!

gal,what had pass den let it pass le.

dun ever turn back if nt things cant be settle easily.

Ying JIAYOU!

i wan see last time de ying.

smile smile de ying.

joker de ying.

must promise me alrights?

loves x3

ren ren ren~

2009-04-28T22:41:00.006+08:00

why my blog always so dead?

one reason! LAZY!

forgive me everyone~

came to blog due to having ot tml.

dunno wat time i gg to be back home.

maybe 9 ? 10?

hope will be earlier cause next day need work also.

zzzz.TT.

guitar lesson as normal.

learned qing fei de yi and ni yao de ai but i am still noob.

my playing was like shyt until now.

trying so hard but still sound so weird.

give me more time ba! =(

i just wonder why am i treating her so badly nowadays.

just beacause i hate her?

hate her just because the way she treat me.

watever wat she do i will always get piss off.

relax pearl~

just do wat u should do ba.=)

friday~~~~ i waiting for you to arrive~

ying my 阿宅~

爱你哦~=X

sians

2009-04-13T20:09:00.003+08:00

BACK FOR BLOGGING~

what a dead blog i have.

restaurant and audi occupy my time.

yuan lai wo bu shuai and ai jiu zhai yi qi covers my free times nowadays too.

busy busy busy.

today having course almost a day.

boring like hell as i have no one to talk too.

zzzzz..

my lovely darlings~

sians

2009-03-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

wat a unactive blog i had.

super lazy nowadays le.

mc for today.

having bad diarrhoea in the morning.

so went to see company doctor.

nw stomach still abit weird weird de.

cant go wild wild wet this friday.

sorry gals~

thanks for those words u all encourage me guys~

will try to toralate de.

if nt i will try your way de zy.

if nt tk way ba?

hahas.

marley and me

2009-02-27T23:52:00.001+08:00

pics for the day~

our foods~ yump yump!

it cost me 5 bucks for this orange juice! ex seh~

wy enjoying her drinks~

just us~zilian-ing~

meet up ying after work to watch marley and me~

aws~ so touching la.

tears just unbareable.

hahas. nice la. next time i will film a movie for charlie and angel~

must watch yah.

after movie went hk cafe.

so bloated after eating~

went arcade play basketball?

hahas. the balls keep hiting the girl next to us.

so paiseh sia~

ying meet real soon again for our next movie.

vanness de or the ghost show on march.

eeee..

yawns~

2009-02-26T22:59:00.002+08:00

i am tired but i never fail to leave my blog nt updated again.

so freaking tired for this few days!

my job will never end unless i resign!

i hate month end la!

ot here and there and must finish every task as fast u could.

just 1 more day and i can have a good rest~=)

bless me tml wont be alot if nt i will late for my movie~

meeting up ying tml for a movie.

MARLEY AND ME!

i love dogs movie cause i love dogs! lols!

stupid ans.

going nap early cause i am so tired~

yawns~

charlie and angel still down with ticks!

pls get well soon~

2009-02-16T23:00:00.005+08:00

This face represent my mood today!!

So piss off because of someone words.

telling me off without thinking who r u?

watch out those words that come out from your mouth!

keeping secrets against me?

oh man~ i also dun wish to know it but your voice were too loud to let me heard it.

next time just shut your mouth den.

maybe you are just childish as u r.

please grow up!

enough is enough.

if you dislike me den pls do so but nt showing your hateness towards me.

i could torralate now but mind your limit!

Charlie and Angel are down with tick bites.

poor them~TT

get well soon precious~

i am so worry=(

guitar teacher was sick yesterday.

lesson was cancel!

oh man.

do get well soon~=)

2009-02-10T21:42:00.003+08:00

SO QUIET AGAIN~
uploading pics~

Charlie and Angel~ muacks!!!

ying & yu, thanks for that necklace~=)

partyworld with ying last saturday. Enjoyed!!!=)

2nd day of perm

2009-02-03T20:30:00.003+08:00

HoHoHo... 2nd day of being perm staff.

learning more things today.

aws..

next month onwards i will stay late some days so will hardly blog le.

TT. Sadded.

wee~ going partyworld this saturday with ying~

ying, lets blast the speakers~

counting down ya? 4 days!!!

make some noise~

2009-02-02T21:01:00.006+08:00

SO QUIET~

I GONNA MAKE SOME NOISE!!!!

back here for blogging.

today was my first day of being a perm staff.

somehow happy as i can have leave and mc le.

planning getting leave to go out with my twinnys to wild wild wet yah?

hees.

30 jananury

ying come meet me after my work.

long time never go out with her le.

enjoyed lah although i broke 2 nails!

1 feb
went for guitar lesson.
fingers were so pain as we cant get use to it.
i am trying hard learning to play more than words.
hope that i can play well soon~
no more long fingers nails for me anymore due to learning guitar.
TT. nails will be as short as possible.

guitar~

2009-01-25T09:55:00.002+08:00

I Looking for a guitar!

so sad that mine had broken.

wth. so last min spoil.

if cannot find i jialet le.

next sunday guitar lesson le.

sian~~~

later going cash converter see gt ma.

hope have. if nt need go buy brand new one le.

i wan a red guitar! haha~ mad.

anyway gong xi fa cai everyone.

tonight going relatives dinner at one restaurant.

hope the food is nice~

hahas.

COUNTING DOWN FOR BDAY!!

2009-01-10T23:48:00.004+08:00

sian~i gg older by few more mins!

oh man~

anyway happy birthday to myself,shumin and jeremy~

hahas. i will always rmb we 3 falls old on the same day!

may all wishes come true~~~

i missed my birthday celebration on 2007 and 2008~

2007

this was the year that dude and my frens celebrated with me.

i miss all of u~ esp ISHI!

2008

this was the year i opened chalet and invited my frens along.

enjoyed alot that day!

how i wish to open chalet every year but i guess no one gonna come anymore~

2009

slacking at home ba since no one ask me out.

buffet with family??

let see my tml entry ba~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

SWEET 19 URH~

piss off

2009-01-09T22:29:00.002+08:00

Hais. this entry will be sadden one.

many things were happening around me.

i feel so piss off and wanted to hide myself in one corner crying.

why must god give me this retribution?

wat did i done that everyone starting to dislike me?

i really dun know!

are my words to straight forward?

i know i am but i just cant change my habit when talking.

sorry for the those words i speak.

i would just shut my mouth from nw on.

sometimes i dun understand why the fatty so hate me?

just from the first day of my work, she started hating me without any reason.

till nw, she piss me off alot.

creating trouble to make people dislike me.

she even offer everyone foods without offering me.

i really dun like to see the way she treat me.

maybe one day i would just slap her in the office?

i hope i wont.

torralate!!!!!!

friends around me getting further.

i really dunno why they didnt contact me.

wat did i did?

pls tell me.

whenever i think of u, i just feel like crying.

can u dun treat me like that?

i am so lonely.

can i cry out?

TT~

Sometimes i hate this world.

this world giving me so much punishment.

why only me and nt others?

super bad mood!!!!

why must things happening around my bday.

i hate it!

i wanna enjoy my day.

pls stop everything!!!!

enough~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

sians!

2009-01-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

blog so quiet again.
super lazy to on my com sometimes!

i dunno whether i am a perm staff or a temp now.
boss will never let me know the ans.
i was told to learn inputing.
today was the first day learning.
enjoyed!
some collegue told me that boss confirmed u already but i still dun believe.
at least she should come to me and let me know.
i was like blur blur guessing here and there.
argh~
can u tell me whether i am your perm or temp staff nw?
if u dun wan confirm me den u let me know.
maybe i should give u another month if u still refuse to confirm me.
i am thinking to leave this job but i really cant bare.
my collegue treated me so good and i am like their daughter.
oh man~
6 months having a unreasonable pay really make me sick!
i want a better pay!
i want leave!
i want mc!
boss when are u comfirming me?
i wan your ans and nt making me guess!
yawns~

getting old this week.
sian.
i just wonder wat am i gg to do during weekends.
i guess sleep bah.
zzzzz zzzzzzzz zzzzzzz!

happy new year!

2009-01-01T10:18:00.004+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
hope everythings will go fine during this year!
my first wish for the year is being a perm staff in my working place!
sian. i already work for 6 months plus le still no news!
dam it!

yesterday i went home at 1.10pm!!
shiok!
boss suddenly told me that i can go home le.
cant believe!
actuallt she say 4pm de den at last~~
wee~
went home sleep le at night got family dinner~
ban heng~yump yump~
eat alot of foods.
order and order non stop!

back to work le tml~
dam sian.

2008-12-25T23:38:00.001+08:00

I did enjoy some part of my Desaru trip.

like the lunch alot.

delicious~

crab,lobster,fish,vegetable...

miss the foods~

went to see firefly too.

enjoyable journey when we were on the boat.

everyone was shouting at the fireflies.

trying our best to catch but at last nth for us.

hahas!

back to sg was about 10 plus.

working on the next day really make me so dead!

yawns~

uploaded some pics!

sianed

2008-12-24T23:02:00.005+08:00

I had been missing quite long.

sorry for those readers visiting my blog without see-ing me updating.

yup. i had been back from my kl trip since last sat.

tiredness after that so didnt come here to blog.

had spent all the money my mum gave.

even spent hers too.

hahas.

too many things to buy.

glad that i bought so many things.

bags, cap, necklaces,few presents for frens,slippers,clock, blah blah.

too many le.

i miss my coach and the shopping mall there.

our coach to singapore really dam high-tec.

it was my first time seating those type of coach.

it was one decker, chair that can be adjusted high to low by pressing one button.

my cousin and i keep pressing till the chair keep gg high and low.

we curious that why.

until we reached lavender, we still use the last min pressing the chair up and down till we alighted.

hahas.

childish ya?

hees.

the coach also gt tv.

each of eveyone had our own tv.

many channels to watch.

watched the maid.

so sad we watched half way and we needed to alight to our customs.

hais~

shopping mall there was big.

big till my my money all spent finish.

we even took a the mrt back to our hotel area.

the mrt really so packed just like my daily trip to work.

peak hours!

lols.

walking from our hotel to some other places really dam tired.

legs so painful.

imagine we walk from morning till night.

our hotels quite nice.

the furniture in our room were damaged.

table lamp spoil, frige legs unstable.

the hotels had no door bells.

imagine if someone knock on our doors, we wouldnt know it could be ours.

i suggest they should install one for every room.

hahas.

like my cousin was just saying, the hotel manager would tell us nt to stay here as we had so many suggestion and unhappiness.

bleah. customers are always rite ma!

working days were as busy as normal.

so tired till no time blog.

tml going desaru.

sianed.

i cannot sleep on my public holiday!

gg desaru dunno do wat.

shopping, see firefly,eat lobster......

i rather sleep!

hahas.

charlie and Angel will be home alone tml.

bro taking care of them.

my parents and i will be out to desaru from 6am-10pm.

hope can come home early sleep!

i need my desktop!

2008-12-14T20:53:00.002+08:00

Long time never blog le.

no desktop around so no mood to blog.

i still using the laggy laptop.

so lag that i play audi till pek chek.

unable to press those arrow keys well.

hais.

desktop pls be ready soon.

i need u.

going to kl on this coming thursday.

dunno whether my com will be back not.

maybe after kl trip den ready

sians~

torralate for 3 days den i will be enjoying my kl trip le.

charlie and angel u 2 will be missed by me for this 3 days.

aws~

sian~

2008-12-08T21:59:00.004+08:00

Desktop had sent for repair le.

this few days wont be blogging much le.

sadded. desktop down again.

cant blog often and play audi le.

next thursday going kl le.

thats fast yah?

hmm..

nt that excited actually.

working days again tml~

busy busy busy!

is a confirm!

hais.

charlie had been toliet trained!

smart dog yah?

u are loved by me!

muacks!

angel voice dam alike as me.

so man!

hahas~

com down yesterday

2008-12-04T20:06:00.003+08:00

One day never blog le.
yesterday com suddenly down.
but today it seems better already. =)

working life as normal.
i guess tml will be a busy day due to next monday holiday.
oh man~

counting down to kl bah~
14 days!

charlie and angel will be left in singapore~
sadded. how i wish to bring them along to kl.
hahas.
they gonna miss me bah?
bleah~

new blogskins~

2008-12-02T22:33:00.009+08:00

Finally done finish my new blogskin,

nt really that nice but at least i change it.

CHARLIE AND ANGEL WORLD~

full of loves~

Working days are back to slacking days.

chit chatting while working cause nth to do.

soon will be end of month and i am going to suffer again.

oh man~

heys everyone..

i will be going to kl this coming 18-20 dec.

will be on leave for 2 days!

wee~

gonna shop for alot of things.

all writen in my mind but i afraid buy nth.

hope not bah.

charlie and angel gg for grooming soon.

before new year my mum said.

oh man.

charlie really needs a hair cut!

his hair totally cannot make it!

poor him gotta torralate till next month bah~=(

CHARLIE AND ANGEL

2008-11-26T21:50:00.006+08:00

i didnt update for so long many days le.

nowdays so busy with work.

ot here and there.

got to torralate 2 more days den i can i have a good rest.

jiayous pearl!

here are my loving sweet bro and sis.

CHARLIE & ANGEL

KISSING PIC 1

KISSING PIC 2

CHARLIE AND ANGEL~MUACKS!

2008-11-19T22:37:00.003+08:00

Happy advance bday to u dude~
never ever forget the year we celebrate your bday with u.
really miss those days alot.
how are u dude?
everything should be fine ya?
really miss u alot.
sorry yah for nt visiting u for many months.
busy with work and stuffs.
nowadays busy with my charlie.
i will try find one day go visit u de.
tml will nt be able to visit u le, need busy with work yah?
sorry dude!
do take care of yourself yah?
smile :D.

some words to my dearest ying.
hey ying. sorry for causing so many trouble between u , yu and me.
i apologize for my selfishness.
hope u can understand my feelings.
i really didnt wan us end up nt contacting each other nowadays.
i really miss those time we every night chat and audi-ing.
can we be back like last time?
I hope to hear your ans.
i will be waiting.
IMU MY TWINNYS.

sadded

2008-11-13T23:20:00.005+08:00

my blog seems so quiet.
oh man~
gonna pull myself here to blog often!

is charlie cute?
hees.
new pic of him that i took recently.
muacks!

next week onwards, i will be back to outward.
oh man. i gonna suffer many ots and stress!
i really dun wish going back but i have to.
hais.
but i had alot of fun and laughter when i am at outward.
but in inward i wouldnt have ots!
i prefer going home straight at 6pm sharp den ots!
mostly people prefer ots but i just hate it!
gonna torralate till next year?
hais.
if boss had confirm me, i really dun mind working at outward.
but till nw, i am still a temp!
wth~
bless me get in perm soon.
at least i can have off days and mc!
argh~

i should be going overseas this december.
mostly will go places like kL, malacca, cameron highlands.
poor charlie will be at pet hotel for this few days.
gonna miss him like hell~
i gonna be on leave for 2 days den~
yippee. finally can on leave but no money den~ argh!

gonna nap soon.
sleepy eyes~
nights everyone~

i love u charlie~

2008-11-07T20:57:00.004+08:00

OMG! my blog is so dead again~

sorry for my lazyness!

zzz~

i am so happy because............

i bought a.............

PUPPY!

I LOVE YOU CHARLIE~!

My dream really come true~

thanks mum for letting me buy him!

i gonna love him so much!

red toy poodle that the breed i wan!

muacks~

job as per normal.

tiredness~

i finally could pass him the present i own him.

hope u like it!^^

happy advance bday to yunyu.

2008-10-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

I suddenly feel that my blog so dead since my shoulder recover.

thanks for those who concern me about my injury.

yesterday went meet up with ying, yu and jiakang to celebrate Yu's bday.

weee... enjoyed.

SEOUL GARDEN~ Yump, yump.

Yu, hope you really enjoyed your advance bday celebration.=)

my shoulder!

2008-10-03T23:16:00.000+08:00

I am so sleepy now!
yawns~
long time never blog le so decided to post something on here.

i had injuried my shoulder!
pain till cant actually work properly.
went to see a chinese doctor but the doctor claim that i am nt injuried?!
lols.
i just feel a pain whenever i used too much strength on my shoulder.
A bone cracked sound was heard when i twist my shoulder backward!
so loud that my colleague were shocked.
beside that i make me so hard to play audition.
zzz. cant really hit the spacebar well..
get well soon AhPearl~

imisszycraps!

2008-09-21T18:17:00.005+08:00

long time never update.

zzzz.

actually today gg out till late de but i had change my mind to stay at home.

i rather nt go den going alone to there.

zy i will pass u the present some other days.

hais~

on leave tml.

i guess gg out with ying and yu ba.

lets go high!

yipee.

i just wonder why i have so many retributions?

friends around getting lesser each day.

i guess i am just so sensitive about my friends each and every words.

watever they say i will always feel that they refering to me.

if really is me, do let me know.

i hate guessing game!

but i dun understand that no matter how good i treat that person they will still hate me.

am i uncompetible to someone else?

i guess i am just your torn of your skin.

the torn that make u dislike me.

words that out from my mouth always were bad.

sometimes i wish that i am muted!

i cant control wat i say everytime.

those frens that was hurt by my words, i gonna say a big sorry!

my mood so down whenever i think of someone.

i dun understand why i dun stand a place in her heart.

someone that break her heart before always stand a place in her heart.

hais.

why retribution come to me and not others?

is so unfair!

wat did i really done that make the god hate me?

arh~~~~~

yawns~

2008-09-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

i am tired~
yawns~

tml Esther is back!
yesh ar!
finally gt another pair of hands that can help us le!
oh man~ My YOKE LAN is on leave!
i gonna miss her like hell!
her jokes and craps always make me laugh like hell!
cya on next monday!

gonna meet ahying in 2 days time!
cant wait for the day yah?
hees!

this weekend going see my baby nephew~
imagine i have a mix blood baby nephew!
i will try take pics of him! =)

sian~

2008-09-07T22:11:00.002+08:00

back with my old link again.
those who dislike me here just get lost!

so fast monday le.
sian.
faster friday so that i can meet my ahying!
wee~ movie trip yah?
jiayous worx ahying for your exams!
i miss u yah!

i finally gt wat i wan le!
-hoody
-cam
-handphone keychain
-new keyboard
-more clothes

i still wan a puppy!
i am waiting~

Zhenyi u making me headache!
hahas.
cannot tell u why =( opps!

shut your gaps!

2008-09-02T21:28:00.004+08:00

i just wonder who is the one coming to my blog to spam my tagboard?
anyway thanks for wasting your time coming yah? =)
oh ya. i know i am nt as good looking as u, but no need u to remind me yah?
i never ever say i pretty before dun u know.
i guess u are more childish than me ba.
coming people blog spam nia.
like i dunno who u.
wat my statcounter for?
u dun have the rights to ask me close my blog!
if u are nt happy den just get lost.
i dun wan quarrel with u here.
if you really dislike me do pls say out who u are.
no need name yourself as fucker.
u really do like a fucker, spamming my tagboard.
grow up pls!

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO ZhengYi,DAD AND HUIHUI.
May wishes come true!

IAMDISAPPOINTED.

2008-08-29T00:27:00.003+08:00

I treasure the friendship betwwen us but u didnt. I guess i was just a substitute. iamDISAPPOINTEDinyou!
what words that are out from your mouth and in your heart has nothing related to me.
am i really nothing to you?
I am puzzled.
am i a torn in your flesh?
am i incompetible to someone else?
I hope you understand how i feel.
How will u feel if you are in my state.
I wish that things will improve after all. =)

tired!

2008-08-19T21:59:00.003+08:00

sian~
tml my incharge never come!
she on leave!
i will be mad tml processing those company documents!
oh man!
hope the documents will be lesser!
fat hope!

i wish i could do that in my office! yawns~

i hate you!

I WAN A CAMERA!

2008-08-15T22:35:00.002+08:00

ITS FRIDAY!

thats my favourite day!

tml will be my sleeping day~

yawns~

i cant wait for my next pay.

i getting a new cam but doesnt know which cam is gd?

my expectation

.must be red

.acceptable price range.

.good when taking far object.

.at least 8 maga.

blah blah~

i just wonder sumsung camera isit gd?

hmm~

Give me comments!

next week boss nt around! yipee~

i can slack!

Lols!

i miss my twinnys!

when wan go www again?

i miss the past trip!

sian~

to my twinnys,

i promise to be both of u de entertainer.

do come to me when u are moody, i will be there cheering u 2 up!

i promise!

muacks~

i love ying!

2008-08-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

wow~ i long time didnt blog le.
dam tired and lazy!
yawns~

went out with my ying on sunday to vivo!
actually i did enjoy myself but it turn to be a bad day for me.
having diarhoea when on my way home.
the pain make me feel like dying!
oh man. i will never forget!
reached home around 10.
seems so late that i didnt manage to have time to on my com.

i just gt my new cpu on last friday.
it cost me almost 600 buck!
oh man! my pay~
wat is gone is gone.
hais~
next pay i wanna get a new camera.
i hate my currently camera. so yucks!
lousy!
bleah~

gotta sleep early!
tml working again.
sian!
faster friday!
i am so tired!
i wan to take leave but cant cause i no leave to take.
i am just a temp staff nt a perm staff yet!
sian lah!

i wan a dog!

2008-07-27T16:30:00.003+08:00

wow~ long time no blog le.

lazy and tired thats always my reason!

=).

next week giving boss sign my time sheet le.

scary. first time doing that!

i wan my pay!

no money for 1 month plus.

i wan to buy alot of things but i nt that rich!

-new desktop due to having problem using old one.

-puppy!

-friends bday presents!

-opening chalet for pri school gathering~

-blah blah~

-desktop

i just wan new one. at least 1 gb ram.

cheapest i know is $799.

maybe planning get that or others.

hmm~

-puppy

planning to get a puppy maybe few months later due to no one at home!

i cant just leave it at home without anyone taking care of it.

which breed should i get?

golden retriever? too big for my house i guess?

Teddy poodle? i wish to have this but in sg is so rare to find it. humps~

mini schnauzers? i simply loves this. mostly will get this but bro prefers bigger dogs!

this is wat bro wan! COLLIE! yups cute but nt really like but i prefer golden retrievers!

how come weekend pass so fast? nt yet rest enough~

hot seh!

2008-07-18T21:19:00.002+08:00

I am tired!
so long also dun bother to blog!
i dun have the strength to sit in front of my com.
i rather sleep den thinking anything else.

i rather make my life happier by going out or contact with friends that i loved.
some are not worth to be contacted.
this sentence may be harmful but only mean to someone frens that i dun loved.
maybe their character wise come first in my mind.
yup nt everyone can satisfy my expectation.
but i can try hard to torralate.
some may be too over their limits sometimes.
this would too hard for me to have this frens in my life.
i know myself that i am nt a good person too.
i fail to let frens satisfy on me till.
at least i know why i am nt a good fren to some.
yup watever.
some of you will think i am refering to who but i can say if you think u are a good fren to worth everyone loved so dun ever think that it is u.

enough is enough!
over is over!
ar~

twinnys meet up soon!
only u 2 can understand me well.
i miss u all!
.ying!
.yu!

yawns~

2008-07-09T20:16:00.002+08:00

My blog so dead seh!
i am so tired for this few days!
oh my~
i wan sleep!
faster saturday leh!
zzzzz

just changed a new keyboard.
the old keyboard was spoilt by me due to too much audition!
hees! violent me.
imagine your spacebar broke!
power seh!

2 days ago went to support soul at vivo after my work.
i was like dashing towards to vivo!
reach there lucky they were still there.
shuai seh them!
did took pic with them but lazy upload. zzzz
justis brighten up my day. =)
after that took a 1 hr plus bus journey home.
that was crazy!
dam lazy the next day, actually didnt intent go work but mama forced me go.
sians~

faster saturday!
i wan sleep!
yawns~
i wan my pay faster come!
planned to buy something for mum le.

i miss my twinnys seh!
when wan meet up?
i miss the days at wildwildwet so suddenly.
time pass so fast!
when we going back there again?
hmm. i guess is so hard.
unless weekend i am free.
weekdays are booked for work!
maybe take off on weekdays?
hahas. bad seh!
meet up real soon twinnys!

sian half!

2008-07-03T22:26:00.002+08:00

Just 1 more day den i could sleep more le.
torralate pearl!

i just feel like sleeping.
almost fall asleep when working today.
is so boring and time pass so slow.
i was doing data entry and almost slagging the whole day.
eating sweets and play handphone game.
how i wish for wi-fi phone so that i can online when working.
the com there really sux.
oh man~

alot of things crop up in my mind.
it make me so hard to breathe nw~
argh~
in my enviroment nw, i may come across things that similiar in my past.
it really make me so confuse on how am i going to decide on my life nw!
some road if i continue to walk down i may afraid more things could happen.
if some road i chose to stop walking and change to walk the old road that i use to walk, maybe things could get better but i will still be having difficulties walking on.
oh man~
anyone can help me ans this qns?
which road should i chose?
hais~~~~~~~~~

YAWNS~

2008-07-02T21:17:00.004+08:00

so tired~
yawns again~

today finally can touch my office computer!
but the computer doesnt connect to the internet!
wth~
sadded.
whole day keyying data into the com.
last 1 hour of my day playing my handphone game.
lols.
boring~

dream of soul and jiaxi last night.
quite lame actually the dream.
but somehow jiaxi part seems interesting.
lols~ craps!

2 days more for me to nap more!
sian half.

i guess i had no chance to watch 10 promises to my dog.
sadded.=(

took this pic yesterday while calling to customer. "OHISHI".

my mood so down when i saw something. Oh man~

tired~

2008-06-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

yawns again~

today work was as normal.
more phone calls for today.
calls until my bottle of water is empty!
some customers very rude but i need torralate.
they even can hang my phone without letting me know!
so angry lor.
some more say me bad stuffs!
eeek..
but i like calling customers.
some will make me smile but some nt.
i really hate sotting of papers actually.
it make me sleep.
everyday doing that really make me sick!
oh man~ when i can stop doing that and do data entry?
hais.
pay day will be on august ~ thats long!

ishi came in to my mind during working.
just cant stop think of him.
i really miss him alot.
imagine calling a company so similiar to his name. "ohishi"
oh man. i gotta call this company today.
mind filled with his images while talking to the customer.
yapps. you are really missed by me alot!
i just dunno how say the feeling.
alot of memories pop out when i think of you.
those words you said and those actions you do before.
all just appear in my brain again.
how i wish you are still around.
hais~=(
i know you gave me this job.
i dunno how am i going to thanks you.
thats my dream and you helped me.
i promise to torralate this job no matter wat happen.
i wont make you upset about me.
i hope i can stay long for this career.
a big thank you to u dude!
misses you lots~

work work~=(

2008-06-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

Yawns~ Sleeping soon.
tml work again le.
i must torralate!
eeeeeeeeeee....

today wake up quite early accompany my parents for shopping.
went giant and ikea again!
bought alot of things!
blah blah blah~~~
nap again for the whole afternoon!
too tired!

i dreamt of you again dude!
so glad.=)
u are missed by me!
smile always~

ying and yu! i miss you both!
meet up soon yah?

i miss u dude~

2008-06-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

I am tired~
yawns.

today nap the whole afternoon!
around 6 plus den went out with mum to ikea!
oh yea. so bored actually going there.
bored nth home except foods!
greedy me!
ate two plates of roasted duck mee!
wow~

one year really pass so fast.
today was your english 1 year!
actually did plan visit you today with mum but changed my mind den.
due to some reason bah. i guess you know de.
hmmm..
i will visit you whenever i free.
nowadays must work on weekdays so mostly weekend den free.
i really miss you alot!
watched some videos of you in youtubes.
your smiles and your singing~
argh!
sometimes i telling myself that you are still around.
we are just unfated to meet each other on streets.
i guess i think too much le.
hais.
take care dude!
=)

yawns~

2008-06-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

Yawns~
i am sleepy!

Today reach office so early that i started reading newspaper to occupy my time.
onces 9am i gonna start work!
doing some calling again.
i just loves to call customers.
time passed very fast everytime.
simply hate to do paper work.
make me dozed off easily.
argh~
when den i do data entry?
maybe still long way for me to do that.
sadded.

i seems dead when reached home.
dozed off till 8 plus as i need eat my dinner.
tml and sunday off!
wee~
sleep till siao.
maybe tml going steam my hair.
yawns~

To:Yiing and YunYu
hey twinnys, do meet up soon!
wan watch 10 promises to my dog?
date me out if u both wan k?
misses wild wild wet trip. =(
lets go again k?
Ular-Lah! i miss that lots!

i am tired!

2008-06-26T23:29:00.003+08:00

Phew~ so tired.
going my dreamland after this entry.

today was my first day of work.
seems interesting as i dun feel sleepy at all.
maybe because too many things for me to do.
early in the morning, me helping up to call up some company to let them know their incoming funds.
some company incharge make me smile after they pick up my calls.
tml will be calling more companys again.
had lunch with 3 colleagues.
cant remember their names bleahs!
after lunch went back back to continue calling to other company.
after that i was ask to sotting of papers till end of work.
simply loves this job but i need to torralate of the lacking of sleepness.
i get sleepy easily.
argh~

yesterday went wild wild wet with ying, yunyu and jiakang.
we did enjoyed the day!
i missed ular-lah.
we played that for at least 5 times.
headed to playground for some children slides.
the heavy impact of the big pail of waters making us so pain!
swimming at the shiok river and tsunami was great!
the skyrider was too scary for me.
will nt sit that again!
hey twinnys, do meet up soon yah.
will miss u two de!
loves yah~

yesterday was also my bro bday.
happy belated birthday to you.
may wishes come true.
freedom 21~
so good!

so happy~

2008-06-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

I am soooooooooooo HAPPY!
my dream really come true.
bank industries i am coming~
wee~
thursday start work le.
quite fast actually.
hmm.
JiaYous Pearl~
thanks you dude for blessing me yah.
miss you always~

Yea!
tml going wild wild wet with my twinnys and jiakang.
must really enjoy my last day of holiday for me.
after work le nt much time go out with u all le.
will miss u gals de.
maybe find sometime after work meet you all.
cya tml twinnys!

maybe my past entry had some misunderstanding.
i saying myself uselss.
lost 3 important things in my life.
now i found back my wealth.
i would wan more family loves.
friends would be back to me.
argh~

bbq~

2008-06-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

BBQ day again for my family and relatives.

somehow enjoyed the day.
when i see the otahs it remind me of AWI plucking out the otahs for us.

when i see the chicken wings it remind me of Jt eating lots of them.

when i see the satays it remind me of Andy complaining to me why the satay were so hard to bite.

opps. today my family bbq nt that chalet.

why all this foods remind me of that chalet again.

lols.

National flag fly pass~

See so many people~

Oh yea~ Chicken wings. Jt favourite. OPPS!

Bro's Bday cake. but today nt his bday yet. hahas.

Guess how we pass time? yea by playing this trolly around. kiddy us.

Having another bbq soon.

dam no mood.

2008-06-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

Time quite fast today due to watching of videos in tudou.
tian tang lai de hai zi~
i going watch finish le.
chiong ar~
some parts make me cry.
tears in my eyes.
i just wonder how the last part will be.
i may cry till using tissue papers.

i feel that frens within me are getting further and further.
am i really a person that people hate?
i am so curious to know this ans.
anyone can tell me.
how come my frens are getting further and further?
i know myself that wat i speak maybe hurtful.
but whenever i wan to apologize is just rather too late or i dont meant to be forgiven.
now, god is punishing me i guess.
god making me left with nothing.
even a shell for me to hide to cry also dun have.
no one can understand how i feel.
the god dun let me work, frens getting further from me, nagging from family daily.
how am i going to live on with this 3 important things.
i need frens, family and job.
who can help me.
i guess no one.
i am always in a dark room alone.
no one care about me.
thats my retribution bah i guess.
no family loves, no frens and no wealth.
i just wonder how am i going live on.
why must i have retribution?
wat did i done?
god can u pls tell me.
i enough of going interviews le.
is just wasting my money and time.
i almost giving up.
when den i can work?
i really hate my family nagging at me.
i am nothing in my family.
i am useless, ugly, watever.
i am willng to work and learn but no one bother to hire me.
the pain of being reject really hurts.
no one understand the pain i had.
now frenships giving me problem again.
why god taking my frens away from me.
why?????
i want to know the ans!
i had enough of everything!
i wan time to turn back.
i wan replanish everything that i had done.
i wan Ishi to be back. at least he can make me smile in my darkness room.
i wan all my frens to be back to me.
i wan to pass all my interviews.
i wan my family to be proud of me.
i wan to study higher nitec!
can really all this be back?
i guess i am just dreaming~
hais.

2008-06-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

As wat i said yesterday, i went for that interview.
no news from agent yet.
really hope it may success.
dude pls bless me.
i want that job!
thats my dream.

kinda no mood now.
saw something that make me mood down.
i cant bare to lose such a fren just because of this.
pls tell me wat i am to u.
i just wanna know.
hais~

bank i am coming~

2008-06-18T22:06:00.003+08:00

Today went for a bank interview.
i guess i am late for 5 mins.
the interview was quite smooth.
at first the lady today me that they will contact me again within 2 weeks.
but while i am taking a nap in the afternoon, the agent call me and say that tml the boss wanna see me.
weee...
jiayou Pearlyn!
give a best shot tml!

hey dude,
i know u are blessing me.
really thanks you alot.
but could u bless me tml again?
i really hope can get this job!
i love bank industries.
thats my dream!
lots of misses~

decided to post this 2 pic up.
found from someone blog.
nt gg mention her name.
sorry if u saw my blog.
just wanna share it here.

Ishi~

2008-06-17T15:41:00.003+08:00

Thats for u 'Ishi'.

A year had past.
i am missing u so badly.
sometimes i do wish that u are still with us.
you always brighten up my day whenever we met each other.
your smiles and jokes are unforgettable.
i really miss going to your dance lessons.
although i only attend your lesson for a month but i really enjoyed alot.
if u were still around, i guess i will be still in studiowu.
quitted sw since last dec.
i will go back to dance i promise but it will be another studio.
1 year ago, i had been crying at tampines when i saw the newspapers.
argh~sadden.
next day going back dance class.
everyone eyes were swollen.
not all of us gt the mood to dance but andy trying cheer us up.
1 year really past so fast!
do put on your smile everywhere u are nw.
u are missed by me.
today engmui,yinghong and me bought a cd player and a game player for you.
hope u like it. =)
we missed your prayer in the morning.
so sorry cause we dunno about it until your parents told us.
i promise to visit you when i am free.
lots of misses~

Monday

2008-06-16T23:05:00.000+08:00

I am at home again for the whole day.
having a headache for the whole afternoon.
manage to take a nap but my head still aching.
watch superband video tapes again.
this year superband there is a grp who are my dance mates in Andy's class.
actually i didnt know is them until Andy told me that they are in the 16.
anyway, jiayous even though we dont know each other well.

i wan a bigger room!
my furniture dun suit my room design!
argh~

tml going visit Ishi.
a year has past in chinese calendar.
i miss you lots.
always put on your smile everywhere you are.
RESPECT!

SUNDAY!

2008-06-15T23:32:00.000+08:00

I am just so lazy to blog.
forcing myself to blog finish this entry before going to my dreamland.

today, went out with my family to vivo city for lunch!
BA GU TEI!
yummy~
after that went plaza singapura with mum.
wah there alot of people.
especially starhub shop.
siao de!
went home around 4 plus.
my mum and i were rushing up the train and we didnt realise wq was beside us.
lols.
reach home around 5 plus.
i am deadly asleep on my sofa!
too tired as i didnt sleep well last nite.
slept for few hours only.
gg sleep soon.
if nt later cant sleep well again.

Soul had lent their voice for sichuan earthquake cd single.
will be release on 25 june.
heard that there were be autograph session.
so cool man,
long time never give soul autograph le.
i miss the day when superband having autograph session at far east.
very lst time on stage giving them sign my disc.
hmm.
thats memories bah.

Andy 超级星光大道第三季

2008-06-14T23:50:00.004+08:00

Andy 2008-06-13 超级星光大道第三季PK

reddish loves~

2008-06-14T23:02:00.000+08:00

In the morning, my parents and i went airport to fetch my bro.
yap. he was back!
i may need to torralate his nagging!
quite sad for that guy who pass away at brunei while training.
heard from bro that the guy actual reaching his destination soon but he fainted.
hmm..
rest in peace!

went ikea for breakfast after that.
finally bought my red curtains!
nt yet put up yet in my room. argh~
simply loves red.
how i wish i could paint my room red!
hmm..i guess my wish will nt come true.
dun really know why i like red out of sudden.
maybe because of AWI?
wat things that i wan must be red in colour?
.walls
.hp G900
.computer
.cupboard and drawers
.bed
.tv
i guess i think too much le.
how can a tv and computer be red?
unless gt $$ den can ask people D.I.Y.
craps!
i am desperate for a red phone.
black phone really turn hot dam easily.
but black phone can hide from dark.
hmm..

i think tml gg do treatment for my hair.
turning hard again.
dont wish to be back like last time.
harden hair is ugly!
eeeeek.
waking up early tml again!
yawns~

cheer up ying!

2008-06-13T21:14:00.002+08:00

I am home alone today!
never even went out.
watched videos and played audition to spend my time at home.
quite bored although. hmm...

tml bro is back.
gg fetch him from airport.
once he is back, he will nag me till mad!
hate that feeling!
argh~

ying, cheer up seh!
i dun like hear/see u sad sad de.
i want u to be back to cheerful and lame side of u.
really hate to know u having quarrel cause u will be sad sad de.
argh!

2008-06-12T22:48:00.002+08:00

My blog seems quite again.
very lazy to blog some times.

today meet up with wanying, yunyu and jiakang for breakfast at techview.
after that went ying house to accomapny her for something.
left her house at 3pm to go home for audition with her.
play till 5 plus go meet mum.
before that go fetch ying de ahmei from school.
meet mum go ikea shop shop.
we like regular customer at there.
1 month can go alot of times.
siao de.
reach home at 9 plus.

yap. gg for audition later. wan chiong dens!
huat ar!
home alone tml ba!

saturday going fetch bro from airport.
just now heard news said that brunei gt one guy pass away when training.
i guess it was from my bro group de.
so scary.
shocked my mum!
so worry for my bro.
lucky he called mum just nw.
otherwise we will be mad when we see the news!
hmmm...

wuzone~

2008-06-09T21:50:00.003+08:00

Here seems quiet again.

hmm~

yesterday night went for wuzone concert.

before that, went visit Ishi and his grandparents with engmui.

talk to ishi awhile after that continue our way to NUS.

the studio for that concert kinda lousy.

very small.

my seats were at 2nd floor,right hand side of the stage so it was quite near to it.

1 sit per row.

funny right?

hmm..

i am happy that Ishi's parents recongise me.

they wave at me at where they sat.

the concert were great!

the part which andy and yutaki performed for ishi kinda sad.

andy ask me a qns after the concert.

Andy: "you all gt cry anot at the part they sang ishi's song?"

i:" no but quite saddening."

Andy:"you all nt human being ar? why never cry?"

i:"you also never still say us."

lols~

ohya, Awi yesterday kinda handsome.

wear a formal black shirt.

didnt manage talk to him after that cause he rushing home.

i reach home at 12am!

today wake up early just because aircon man came to fix finish my new aircon.

finish doing at 5pm!

dam late.

hey dude.

pls bless me tml!

argh~

2008-06-05T12:37:00.002+08:00

this is wat i promise. sharing this pics here~

guess which is me? we call s.h.e in our family.

olden vs recent!

so cute rite we 2?

see wat i doing to my bro? omg~ it would never be happen again!

wth am i doing?

2008-06-05T12:21:00.003+08:00

As usual, i didnt blog for days again.

too lazy!

Bro went Brunei yesterday.

bon voyage yah!

send him to airport yesterday morning.

he will be back on next saturday!

thats long but i will be much peaceful without his nagging.

argh!

my house toilet finally ready le.

make for 3 days.

but saturday my aircon coming so it will still be noisy!

argh.

yapp. tml going malaysia.

cant wait for that.

long time never go there.

since after my genting trip.

yesterday found some olden days pics.

if i got a time, i will post it here.

NOISY~

2008-06-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

I didnt blog for days again.
I am really that lazy!

hmm..

last sat was really noisy day for me.

my house windows and door gate had been changed.

quite nice but nt really happy cause my room window didnt been changed.

hees. nbm.

having a hard time after the mens had left my house cause my whole family busy cleaning the whole house.

it was dam dirty!

argh.

tml got people coming my house make toilet.

making for 3 days!

i guess will be dam noisy again.

this coming sat my new aircon will be arriving! yipee!

cant wait for that.

but on that day will be as noisy as usual.

argh.

mama bought liang zhi qiang that aircon. shuang dao~

but poor mama must make herself busy on her bday.

hees. got surprise for u my dearest mum!

i cant wait for this friday.

nt in singapore for a day!

finally can go malaysia shopping.

gg there buy acash!

weeeee.

only scare there cannot find.

argh!

I LOVES MY DEAREST 'GOLDEN'.

MUACKS!

I LOVE GOLDEN!

2008-05-30T23:17:00.003+08:00

My blog seems so dead again!

argh.

simply addicted to tian tang lai de hai zi!

my weiye was the main guy lead inside.

he shuai dao~

everyone must watch that show.

confirm u all will like it.

I am going to watch finish by tonight!

yipee~

I had a new dog again!

it was much much bigger than my others dogs!

I name him 'golden'.

so the cute!

tml gg wake up early.
new windows for my house tml!
happy but tml will be very noisy in my house.
argh. hate those kind of sounds.

ANDY LEE BON VOYAGE~
will miss u till u are back to singapore.
jiayou for the competition even though it may be tough!
will see your performances on youtube.
Sad that u not performing for wuzone. =(

soul~

2008-05-26T19:16:00.002+08:00

I am here to upload some pics of soul that i taken from tv.

they were at the charity show for shi chuan last night.

their performance make me smile.

SOUL
ANDY LEE~
JUSTIS TAN~
ASHLEYNAWI~

Finally bought a-cash le. =)

expo madness~

2008-05-23T22:20:00.003+08:00

wat a busy day today.

wake up around 11.

went meet engmui to collect something.

we dont really know how to go that place but we get to the place without losing our way.

after collecting that stuff, we made our way to expo!

at first only plan go there for food fair, at last we went to 3 exhibitions.

first we went to food fair cause both of us hungry.

after that went to ADDIDAS fair.

me bought a water bottle for 3 bucks!

cheap!

after that meet mum to food fair again.

eat again.

think i growing fatter. hahas.

mum went back work around 5 plus.

me and eng mui den went to the popular fair.

wah alot of things buy!

but no $$.

how i wish to buy a toy dog which cost $36.90.

sadded.

end up i bought something for my mum and a file for myself.

maybe tml gg there again.

hees~

after expo, we went tampines slack.

slack till 8 plus den we went home le.

very sleepy nw.

argh.

some candid shot

2008-05-22T16:03:00.002+08:00

I miss AWI's chalet.

decided to upload some candid shot that i taken.

thats ANDY LEE. drinking my mum's orange squash.
thats AWI. He loves the superman cake. delicious.
both pics were SOUL. Nt well taken by me. sadded.

Goodbye SOUL. i miss u guys. cya soon~

thanks SOUL for all the tag in you guys tagboard. Appreciated.

AWI BDAY CELEBRATION!

2008-05-19T23:12:00.001+08:00

I am back from chalet.

yesterday really enjoyed alot.

Soul really reach at 6pm.

crapping around with soul for the whole night.

mama kept saying my bad things to soul. wth.

hahas. Justis ate alot of chicken wings! wow!

this was the first time many fans ate at the chalet.

shocking! even awi was shock too.

really alot of things happen yesterday but i kinda lazy to type out.

hees.

ohya. i know alot of new friends too.

but i dunno their names yet.

hmm..

happy belated birthday to AWI!

ME AND THEM~

I AM SLEEPY NW.

gg sleep early later.

I really wanna thanks my mum for everything she done yesterday.

she helped lots!

memories on 18 may 2008!

we are fated!

2008-05-16T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today consider happy day?

last min meet steph out to downtown.

downtown nw so many things to play.

bowling alley so nice!

next time i wan book chalet at there!

eeekk..

after that went white sands walk walk.

help jamie buy things.

after that we headed to mrt station.

on our way to the mrt station,

we saw someone!

omg. we are fated.

we just met on 3 days ago and nw we met again.

happy to see u although both of us are shock when we saw each other.

hees.

way back to ep after that.

meet shan cause need pass her something.

long time never go ep le.

miss those time we every week at ep.

those dancing days.

really miss alot.

i want go back to dance but really dun have the time and money.

eeeeeek.

2 days more!

i scare on that day i will stone.

this few days never sleep well.

hais.

if i stone pls make me awake then!

I MISS HIP-HOP LIFE!

ishi lau i mis u!

2008-05-15T22:21:00.003+08:00

Today was a boring day.

slacking at home.

watch bigjam again.

nth to do so take out and watch.

soul from last time until nw really gt different.

ISHI LAU I MISS U!

hais. dun really have a time go visit you.

after that play audi awhile.

went to take a nap after audi.

blah blah blah~

3 days more to chalet.

argh~

will be dam busy on that day.

especially my mum.

eeeek.....

angry day!

2008-05-14T19:11:00.002+08:00

Today actually planning to stay at home but at last went out with ying, von and jinny.
we 4 meet up to go cyber play audi.
using desktop and laptop really so different.
we play for 1 hr after that go home le.

quite angry with someone.
argh.. cannot name him out.
god make us saw each other but end up we like strangers.
hais.
i am thinking isit i misunderstand u?
if yes i am sorry.
if nt den i...no words can add on.

my mama also make me angry.
yap. i am in the wrong.
i should nt go meet them but at least i did call u many times.
just wanna know where u so that i can meet u but end up u didnt ans my calls.
nw keep blaming me nt meeting u.
i wan meet u but u didnt ans my call so can i know where are u?
argh.

I am so angry today lah!

i loves today!

2008-05-13T23:30:00.001+08:00

I LOVES TODAY!

have a reason for it!

went to meet up von for a hunt of jobs around tampines banks!

we did apply for some banks.

do call us soon yah!

slack at tam until 5.50 den went to meet shan.

saw someone backview before boarding the train.

after that met shan to ps den bugis.

went to buy something. shhh...

hahas.

after that went slacking at junction.

saw the wwdz the twin.

soon after that we are on our way home.

when the train arrive, we met someone on the train.

one word to represent"happy".

i alight first so left shan with that someone.

while i was on my way to my bus stop, i saw another wwdz guy.

wow. den while waiting for bus, i saw Ronson! my secondary school friend.

wah!

today wat day sia?

hmm. wat special memories for me.

thanks god for today.

this make us so fate!

HOLLY AND HAPPY!

2008-05-11T12:55:00.000+08:00

HAPPY!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY!

this year, we celebrating mother's day by organising BBQ!
enjoyed today even i had no accompany but i had dogs occupying my day!
yipee! finally saw my cousin new dog.
so the thin and small size.
one call holly another one call happy!
hahas. cute names.

nw feeling so sleepy.
maybe because playing whole afternoon with the both dogs.

next week still having bbq.
argh.
hees.

ANGRY~

2008-05-10T10:02:00.000+08:00

Today was nt my day!

kinda upset with something.

but i cannot say out here.

hais!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OLIVIA AND AWI!

tml having bbq with my relatives.

hope someone could go so that we can have our dicussion at there!

bad mood!

2008-05-09T14:13:00.000+08:00

NEW BLOGSKIN!

just thinking to change it.

quite sick of that old skin.

my temper quite bad recently.

quite shouting at people that who become my listeners.

just cant control myself.

think of some unpleasant stuff i will just throw my anger out!

no one can stop me even my mum.

she was also my listener and simply understand how i feel.=(

less den an hour is OLIVIA and AWI bday!

Happy birthday!

may all wishes come true yah?

OLIVIA my little cute cousin!

AWI my forever big bully! hees~

no fate?

2008-05-08T14:33:00.000+08:00

Here seems dead again.

bleahs. no choice.

^ we were actually near each others but yet seems so far apart ^

guess no fate between us.

shhh....

wah my com leave me for 3 weeks.

till nw still no news.

when would it be coming back?

i guess still long way.

hais.

hais.

2008-04-30T12:39:00.000+08:00

Out of the sudden, i feel like blogging.

just wanna say out my thoughts.

i just dun understand wat my heart really thinking.

going so piss off nw!

feel like shouting out loud~ but i cant.

anyone willing be my listener?

i guess no one bah.

i am very sensitive with words/sentences which people written.

i will always think that they are sure writting about me.

just really had that kind of feeling.

some frens ask me dun think so much and telling me that maybe those words/sentences nt refering to me?

yapps. maybe nt. but i really chose to believe they are refering to me.

no one understand this kind of feelings.

can i really shout out this feeling of mine?

really had enough of it!

PLEASE STOP CAN?

Argh~

i cant really breathe well whenever this situation occur to me.

sometimes frens encourage me nt to think so that much but this feeling will always be with me. is so hard for me to get rid!

i guess i going mad one day just because of this!

really enough le. STOP~

if u all wan say bad about me or watever, do come to me and say.

i really dun wan make myself guessing about it.

Holding my tears~

no one can understand me.

That why i am MRSLONELY~

always alone in a dark room.

no one willing to be my listener.

everything are kept in my heart.

no one know it.

hais.

blah blah blah~

2008-04-29T05:11:00.000+08:00

My blog is dead again~

cannot be blamed!

last saturday went out to celebrate yenyen bday!

hope u enjoyed yourself yah?

hees.

we crapping wherever we go.

i bought one boyfriend tee!

yipee~

we had our dinner at Hong kong cafe!

loves that place!

we had our total bill of $86.30!

something funny happen when we wanna pay for our bills!

whenever we watch tv programmes, those actors will always use their credit card to pay something and in the end the shop owner will tell them that their card cant be traced.

we had this incident on us!

hahas. all of us were shock!

i will upload some of the pics we took when i get it all from my friends!

yesterday went out with mum.

bought another boyfriend tee and 2 little miss tee.

blah blah blah~

later dunno still meeting ying not.

she end school at 3pm and when she reach home is already 4pm le.

let me wait for her reply~

hey dude~

i dreamt of u again last night.

i dunno what u wanna tell me, but the image of you seems weird.

i kinda miss u!

long time never go visit u but i think u know the reason of it.

so sorries~

MRSLONELY LOVES MRWEIWEI~

2008-04-26T01:32:00.000+08:00

My blog seems dead again~

cant be blamed!

HAPPY Advance BIRTHDAY TO YENYEN~

may wishes come true~

finally 18 le!

next time your turn book chalet ar!

hees~

hope u will your day with us tml~

I am addicted to MRWEIWEI~

SHUAI GE~

sian-ed!

2008-04-20T14:55:00.000+08:00

My Blog seems dead again!

Bleahs! Cant be blamed!

Today went out with my family!

went to amk hub eat pepper lunch!

kinda ex!

after that me and mum went shopping.

we reach home around 2 plus.

Recently i watching a taiwan drama call dou nu yao bu yao!

nice show!

worth to watch!

nw onli at ep 7 if i nt wrong.

later going continue watching it le!

I just wonder isit god wan me to be back with them again?

after wat i blog in my last entry, i dreamt of them again!

everytime the dream is about i apologize to them and be friends again.

why always dreamt of them?

i also dun worth them anything in their lives!

in my dreams, we are always very happy when we turn back to be friends.

but in real life, i guess it wouldnt happen.

i really had nth to add on.

lets god decide for me.

Zilian-ing~

miss u my desktop!

2008-04-17T14:24:00.000+08:00

My desktop had gone to the hospital.

The doctor told me that he need my desktop to stay over due to secious illness.

My desktop need new spare parts to live on.

I hope the doctor could find the spare parts soon as i dun wish that my desktop to leave me.

waiting for a good news from the doctor.

I just wonder why i kept dreaming about them?

are they really so important to me?

without them i really cant live?

they are my good friends onces but now we became enemies.

i did apologize to them for my mistakes but they refuse to be friends with me again.

i think i am not important to them so without me in their life is alrights with them.

i kept dreaming that i apologize to them and be friends back with them.

i guess that this is impossible for it to be real.

let all fate decide.

if we are fated to be together, we be friends like the past.

hais. sadded.

2008-04-12T12:24:00.000+08:00

I am back blogging in this blog!

kinda dead for weeks!

busy finding job till now!

next monday having another interview at Jalan Afifi.

hope can sucess! hate the feeling that after going an interview but no news after that. really sick of it le!

i need money!

alot of stuff coming up in my life need money.

i dun understand why i need go for so many interviews den i can get the job but my others friends just no need to go any interview and can get the job so easily? sadded.

the more i go for interview i feel that my chances of getting it is lesser.

lets god decide for me on next monday.

Ishi lau, i am missing u badly!

u are in my dream again.

dancing together with the others guys on the stage.

miss those times u all were on stage performing together.

i finally saw your unforgettable smile again.

whenever i saw your smile, it will always brighten up my day with happiness.

i really wish that time could turn back.

turn back to those days we were at mediacorp, studiowu,gathering.

all those times are times that u brighten up my days!

for now, we only can meet each other in my dreamland.

u are forever living in my heart.

ishi, i did promise u that i would learn dancing as long as i could but now i had stop learning dancing.

i promise to go back dance when i have the money to pay up my fees.

i also thinking to learn dance at another school for achieving certs.

i really miss dancing!

especially your dance lesson.=(

i miss u~

2008-03-26T14:40:00.000+08:00

I kinda dead here~

this few days slacking at home.

i am bored!

hey my friends pls ask me out!

i am going to rot at home le.

pls save me~

i think tml going out bah.

i wan watch orphanage and shutter~

anyone wanna watch too?

hees.

i loves horror movies.

but i afraid of scary parts de.

hees.

audition occupy my time at home.

without audition, i may rot at home.

i dreamt of u again last nite.

quite a stupid dream actually.

i was so silly that i keep disturbing u.

so lame rite.

keep beating your head without reason.

dots!

all i can say is i miss u so much~

chatted with one of your ex student last nite which u had taught before at mediacorp.

he also kinda miss u and he told me he didnt dreamt of u.

paiseh i cannot mention his name out but i guess u know who i refering bah.

hees.

oh ya, i even dreamt of jia xi and chen xi.

dots rite?

jiaxi u must jiayou for wei wo du zun!

dun give up so easily yah?

hees.

all the best~

BBQ~

2008-03-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

Hey Dude,

i know u came to my dream last nite.thanks!

even thought was just few mins, i already very happy.
u look more and more handsome yah?
hees.

u even grow mascular!

do take care wherever u are.

i really miss u lots!

sorry that i still dun have the time to go visit you.

think u know why ar. paiseh~

i will try find one day go visit u. =)

today having a bbq at east coast park.

my mum organised it for my relatives.

actually they wanna call off it but i told them i wan a bbq if nt very wasted.

at last the bbq continue~

at first i am bored as no one entertain me.

around 7 plus at night, i went rent bicycle with my cousins.

1hr 6 dollars really dam ex!

around 8, shan and steph arrived!

enjoyed the gathering with them.

we 3 keep playing and running around!

hees. small kids~

Some Random Pics Of US!

super tired after reach home.

gg sleep soon~

out with ying~

2008-03-20T14:28:00.000+08:00

Opps! yesterday never come to update blog.

i am too lazy.

hees.

yesterday last min at night go do hair treatment and cut abit of hair.

i dislike the lady who cut for me. no skills de.

eeeee~

Ohya! Yesterday was DADA and Amrita birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

may all wishes come true!

today meet up with ying.

first we went tampines for breakfast, den met yen for some stuff.

after that went to bishan ite for ying registration stuff.

soon after that, we went east coast park for settling some stuff.

while we were settling, we went to rent a bicycle to ride.

hees. ying fetch me cause i too short cannot touch the ground den the bicycle handle too down for me le. make me cannot balance.

nice bicycle journey! enjoyed!

after that slack at parkway,

wasting our money playing arcade.

catch so many sweets nia!

hees.

meeting ying again tml.

haven really decide go where shop.

Mine eyes are closing really soon.

i will blog till here.

tml den update again! zzz

My new bed frame! exchanged my old de with my aunty~

a day with Hannah Mei~

2008-03-18T14:49:00.000+08:00

Yesterday too lazy blog as nth much happen.

Yawns!

Today actually i thought i gg stay at home for the whole day but last min went out meet Hannah Mei for a movie!

went to watch Rule#1!

quite a nice movie.

is worth to watch!

quite alot of scary parts.

After movie, went slacking at heeren, wisma,pragon,far east,takashimaya.

too long never meet up her le.

finally have the chance to meet up.

i enjoy the day all i can say!

hees!

meet up soon yah!

miss u!

I miss u dude!

i kept mentioning your name today.
keep seeing guys that look like you.
hoping those guys i saw was you!
i really miss those days that i was always hoping to see u on streets.even now i still have this feeling.
if i could see u on streets now i would be dam happy.
sadded.
i wish time could turn back.
turn back to time that u were with us.
it seems that i did nt visit u for 1 month plus already.
i will visit u real soon.
u gotta take care wherever u are.
miss u~

watching dvd in action!

2008-03-16T14:10:00.000+08:00

PLS WATCH THIS SHOW!

No regrets after watching.

I had been spending my time watching this show for the whole day!

there were laughter and sadness in this story.

do watch it and u will know it!

my bedsheet!

I SIMPLY LOVES MICKEY!